I know you think you’re gonna breakdown and all but I promise you, you won’t. You’ll survive and you’ll be whoever the fuck you want to be. You’ll achieve your dreams, grow, meet the love of your life, have kids and be a blessing to the people around you.
You don’t have to work at people’s pace. You should never look down on yourself -please don’t ever do this, you are the only one that’s got you 💯.
You are going to be broke, and restless and just have the feeling that you wanna sleep all day long as a means to shut everything and everyone out but that’s normal as well. Because isn’t sleep the only place we find genuine peace? You’re ok.
Let me tell you what you’re gonna do;
You’re going to figure your life out, you’re going to pick up that pen and paper and make new plans for yourself (realistic plans), you’re going to be patient & at the same time you’re gonna grab life by the fucking neck just to remind it that you’re also very ambitious. You’re going to be audacious, proud, intimidating. You’re going to do what’s best for yourself irrespective of who finds it displeasing. Your ego is going to be out-of-this-world. You’re going to put yourself and every other baggage they say you have first. You’re going to take things one step at a time. You’re going to listen to your heart and let it communicate with you. You’re going to relax and have some good good wine 
. You’re going to be amazing buddy.
You have to live a live of adventure and explore so you don’t have ordinary stories to tell. First you just have to know that you are NORMAL and there’s nothing wrong with you. But you’re an amazing kind of normal, friend.
Thanks for your blog, nice to read. Do not stop.
thank you for reading!